Sometimes I think things are better just the way the are and left unsaid, then there are days when I recognize that it’s completely wrong. I know just what to do but at times I just don’t even know anymore. It’s like I lost hope so then I give up. It’s the most confusing shit ever. I need a distraction from all this bullshit. Why go through all this? Why can’t I just let go. Still I know exactly why. And i’m still here.You see, I’m passed the hurt and lies, i’m just tired of it all. It’s like a circle, neverending…… Even though I might go through hell I can do this, everything has an ending. Its something I should do for myself cause no one else will. Time heals all right? Im ready….